Goodbye Brisbane: Unprecedented unpredictable unbelievable


This year has taken me global. A dream come true. A dream from impossible to possible all out of believing it is so. I had a great aunt who traveled this way and never believed it could be the life for me.

Here I am, in Brisbane Australia, about to get on a plane in a couple days to go to the Us. With a Job offer in Tasmania!! That never could have been predicted! It sounds so exotic but for the people here and for the people who have lived their whole life in Hobart Tasmania, it’s ordinary.

What is it that determines ordinary and extra-ordinary? I choose that anything is possible in life and then the world falls open at my feet.

Brisbane has become a home for me these past few months. A real place of stability and grounding and reality checking. I have found more love here and created more love with all of you and this city than I have ever done before. I have grown beyond my previously believed ability in terms of:

- the scope of communication I have (calling all 30+ people in a training with me)

- being able to communicate with people when I am crying, tired, exhausted, any state

- traveling on 43 planes so far this year!!

- adopting a daily yoga practice and sticking with it

- making it to every classroom for two personal development classes ON TIME over the course of 3+ months

- launching a meditation and providing healing sessions and a breath work group for people

I have never had such an exciting amazing and alive existence as this year. Truly it has been extra-ordinary. There isn’t anything that my heart called and I set my mind to that didn’t happen! Honestly!

There were some of my hardest days ever. Being alone overnight for the first time in 5 years, heartbreak, and then being off on my own in my car. Crying uncontrollably many different days, driving thousands of miles across the country alone. Coming to a new country and feeling totally lost and out of place and questioning if I could really “Make it” here.

But here I stand, alive and thriving through all of that. Happier and more fulfilled than I ever imagined could be possible.

On an adventure still, which couldn’t get any better. Ease and grace abound and it’s all from following my heart and being open.

Listen to the voice that calls in the quite moments In the low moments, the high moments. It’s always there. In the background.

And I am filled to the brim with gratitude and love and a commitment that I am always just a phone call away..

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To all of you here who have given me love. I thank you.

To all of you here who have given me tips and pointers feedback criticism and called me on my #$%*. I thank you.

To all of you who have given me generosity. I thank you.

To all of you who have given me opportunity. I thank you.

To all of you who have given me the chance to contribute to you. I thank you.

To all of you who have given me the world. I thank you.

To all of you who have given me my life. I thank you.

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