oliviapavlov Mar 3 1 min A Prayer in March - to reach You I pray To touch You. How can I touch you? I pray To serve You. How can I serve you? I pray To reach The world. What is needed? I think...
oliviapavlov Nov 27, 2020 2 min Breaking apart. I feel the unraveling right now big time. The crumbling. The sense of where I am going being massively rerouted. A big shake up to the...
oliviapavlov Nov 7, 2020 2 min There is no going back. It’s actually never possible. Even when we arrive to a city or a house where we think we have been before we haven’t gone back. We have...
oliviapavlov Sep 26, 2020 3 min Preparation, silence, Source. Preparation. Making ready for all that is to come. Every moment in life is preparing me for the next. But sometimes I’m more present to...
oliviapavlov Sep 14, 2020 2 min My life was dreamed up in coffee shops. Sitting in a cafe writing this morning for the first time in ages. This used to be a nearly daily practice. Blogging, grinding, agonizing...
oliviapavlov Jul 13, 2020 4 min I’m not married. Nor have I been since 2016. I had two people this week say something about well, “Since you’re married....” and I went “What?!?” It had...
oliviapavlov Jun 8, 2020 3 min Black lives matter...NOW WHAT??? It’s honestly been more intense receiving and consuming media only over the last week. I didn’t expect that. Honestly so selfish as it...
oliviapavlov Apr 13, 2020 2 min Sex in the time of Corona Maybe you’re feeling like a snail. Warm socks, jammies, no makeup and not having showered in a day. Sex is the last thing on your mind....
oliviapavlov Mar 3, 2020 5 min Power of Self Pleasure When I went to Peru I took about three weeks off of my daily self pleasure practice. This practice was something that I had cultivated...
oliviapavlov Jan 17, 2020 3 min Peru Part 2 The first day, we were told that we had a 4 hour hike after a 4 hour van ride to get to our destination. I was pretty confident that I...