Betrayal, abuse, and generational healing
Recently I was sharing the story with a girlfriend and realized I had an immense amount of shame around it. This is not something I’ve...
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PAVLOV'S BLOG
Olivia Pavlov
- Oct 29, 2022
- 2 min
Yoni healing: The ultimate guide to healing your yoni
Yoni healing is an ancient practice that has been used for centuries to heal the female reproductive organs. The benefits of yoni healing...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Sep 2, 2022
- 1 min
🖤🪐Hungry for realness 🪐🖤
lately as I’ve been scrolling on social media I find myself hungry for realness. It’s hard to see what my “real meter” is. But it seems...
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Olivia Pavlov
- May 11, 2022
- 2 min
How to do a Body Presentation
Excerpt from "Abundant Love" published 2021 “Man and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame”. Genesis 2:25 Can we be naked and...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Apr 27, 2022
- 4 min
But is it really Erectile Dysfunction? Why you may not have ED
🤍 First let me share my definition of TRUE Erectile Dysfunction: the loss of the ability to get or maintain an erection due to a loss of...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Feb 16, 2022
- 3 min
Healing sisterhood
If they were ever a post that I felt scared to write it would be this one. This is something that I am deeply journeying with still and...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 11, 2022
- 2 min
The Balance of Creation
Creation is such a dance. A dance of letting go and also getting clear. It will never be something that I have figured out. It’s...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Dec 14, 2021
- 1 min
UPLevel 2022 - Ritual Magic and Coaching
This year has been such a wild ride! I have been nomadic for nearly 9 months now, and it's been such a beautiful time! Being in Costa...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Sep 22, 2021
- 4 min
What is Edging and Why do You need to Learn about it?
The power of edging. Edging is what I like to call the ABC’s of Tantra for men. It’s one of the most common practices that I teach and a...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Mar 3, 2021
- 1 min
A Prayer in March - to reach You
I pray To touch You. How can I touch you? I pray To serve You. How can I serve you? I pray To reach The world. What is needed? I think...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Nov 27, 2020
- 2 min
Breaking apart.
I feel the unraveling right now big time. The crumbling. The sense of where I am going being massively rerouted. A big shake up to the...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Nov 7, 2020
- 2 min
There is no going back.
It’s actually never possible. Even when we arrive to a city or a house where we think we have been before we haven’t gone back. We have...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Sep 25, 2020
- 3 min
Preparation, silence, Source.
Preparation. Making ready for all that is to come. Every moment in life is preparing me for the next. But sometimes I’m more present to...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Sep 14, 2020
- 2 min
My life was dreamed up in coffee shops.
Sitting in a cafe writing this morning for the first time in ages. This used to be a nearly daily practice. Blogging, grinding, agonizing...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jul 12, 2020
- 4 min
I’m not married.
Nor have I been since 2016. I had two people this week say something about well, “Since you’re married....” and I went “What?!?” It had...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jun 8, 2020
- 3 min
Black lives matter...NOW WHAT???
It’s honestly been more intense receiving and consuming media only over the last week. I didn’t expect that. Honestly so selfish as it...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Apr 13, 2020
- 2 min
Sex in the time of Corona
Maybe you’re feeling like a snail. Warm socks, jammies, no makeup and not having showered in a day. Sex is the last thing on your mind....
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Olivia Pavlov
- Mar 3, 2020
- 5 min
Power of Self Pleasure
When I went to Peru I took about three weeks off of my daily self pleasure practice. This practice was something that I had cultivated...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 17, 2020
- 3 min
Peru Part 2
The first day, we were told that we had a 4 hour hike after a 4 hour van ride to get to our destination. I was pretty confident that I...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 15, 2020
- 2 min
Peru Part 1
Of all the travel I have done, no trips I have been on come anywhere even close to this one. The outstanding things from his trip in...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Dec 16, 2019
- 2 min
Healing with MDMA
I had over 10 years being totally sober. Not even consuming alcohol at a level that was altering. I was scared of substances and...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Dec 4, 2019
- 2 min
Treasure
This morning the rain flooded the thick tarp covering my outdoor couches. As I was resting after my workout, I was suddenly compelled to...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Dec 3, 2019
- 2 min
Mother’s Love
This weekend I had my mom in town and I realized I wasn’t allowing myself to receive her love. I saw how far I had come in the last year...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Sep 6, 2019
- 1 min
Owning it.
It’s hard for me to show up on my journey when I feel such a mix of emotions. I feel bone crushing loss and disorientation. I feel...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Aug 31, 2019
- 1 min
Pain.
Pain in every form is just an access to a lesson. When it feels too big to handle that’s the time to really face it. What you’re afraid...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Aug 9, 2019
- 3 min
Liv Love is Dead.
It’s been coming for months. When we grow into a bigger version of ourselves, the person we thought we were has to die. I experienced...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jul 29, 2019
- 2 min
Waves.
Some days they are higher than the day before. Some days they are filled to the brim with seaweed. Others they are so calm and small and...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jul 23, 2019
- 1 min
Loosening my grip
Another way to say this is letting go. Lately this is something that life has been teaching me across the board. In my business. My...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jul 17, 2019
- 2 min
Live your best life.
As I started my morning on the beach a block from my house I was struck by how unlikely it was that I would ever end up here. Three...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jul 9, 2019
- 2 min
I’ve got shit to share.
Sitting at service in Agape yesterday I was so moved by how small I play my life. By how much juice I have and that flows through me and...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jun 30, 2019
- 3 min
Do-Nothing Sundays.
The sun pours in the living room window as I walk out of the bedroom, groggy but smiling as I tie my robe around my waist. Its still and...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jun 17, 2019
- 1 min
Inside my mind this week.
This week I am taking a break from striving. No pretty picture. No frills. Just here is what’s on my mind. I know sharing my authentic...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jun 10, 2019
- 3 min
My kind of crazy.
A client said to me yesterday you’re crazy aren’t you? I laughed and smiled and said yes. Then he said, “the worst/best thing about you...
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Olivia Pavlov
- May 30, 2019
- 3 min
Engaged
I’ve been going hard about non-monogamy since I left my marriage. I have one of the biggest hearts I’ve found. I know I can love big. I...
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Olivia Pavlov
- May 22, 2019
- 2 min
Hut in the water
From the bench in the Mexican restaurant I was googling “huts in the water.” Just mere weeks later I’m now preparing to take off for a...
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Olivia Pavlov
- May 20, 2019
- 2 min
I am a wild creature.
This thought strikes me as I’m perched in a low squat, naked, on my balcony in the spot of sun, bowl of haphazardly combined mushy cooked...
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Olivia Pavlov
- May 20, 2019
- 2 min
Deeper
I’ve been doing some journeying lately. Every three days. I’ve been taking on a spiritual practice with this And what it’s showing me is...
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Olivia Pavlov
- May 6, 2019
- 4 min
The forgotten purpose of sexuality.
It’s been clear to me for several years that my purpose is to spread the gospel about sacred sexuality/Tantra/the temple arts. And I...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Apr 26, 2019
- 1 min
Breath
Breathing in, I feel like I’m an endless source of love and energy. Feeling like I’ve got a well stored up in me waiting to flow into any...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Apr 14, 2019
- 2 min
Making room.
I’ve fallen in love again. I expect it to get easier, less firey, more neutral as I get more practice. But no… at least not this time. I...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Apr 3, 2019
- 2 min
Value
“What makes this relationship valuable to you, enough that you’re willing to travel to meet for two days?” What a great question posed...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Mar 26, 2019
- 2 min
Trusting my feminine
Just one week ago I emerged from a deep tantra and shamanic immersion called ISTA. International School of Temple Arts. I’ve been...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Mar 8, 2019
- 2 min
I’m from the world.
How long have you been here? Where were you last week? Why are you going to _______ country? Are you on holiday or are you living here? ...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Mar 4, 2019
- 2 min
Saying yes to my desire.
It seems that the more feminine I allow myself to become, the greater the ease of life is around me. I have been having more sessions in...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Feb 6, 2019
- 5 min
Paternal Part II
(The following is a post written by an anonymous guest, who shared the message I mention in the post last week called "Paternal.") The...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Feb 4, 2019
- 2 min
a place of my own
As I unpack my suitcase and dump out all kinds of crumbs, sand and pebbles that could be from a smorgasbord of at least 5 of countries,...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 26, 2019
- 3 min
Paternal
His words echo in my heart on behalf of all men. He says, “I have no regrets in my life, but if I didn’t have any, it would be that I...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 23, 2019
- 2 min
Healing men healing women
I could write a book about what has happened for me in Guatemala. Guatemaya. In fact I think I will. However for now, there is a special...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 13, 2019
- 1 min
Phone-less
This week I lost my phone for a few days. What I realized was that even as little as I think that use my phone, it holds so much of my...
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Olivia Pavlov
- Jan 5, 2019
- 2 min